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Dont go 2 bed angry. Stay up n plot ur revenge

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Hey guys in popcultre and bored

the things that i miss already

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Hey everyone i took this picture when i was sitting class qnd i just wanted to update about how to get over your ex and let me tell you it is not easy me and my ex where together for a year abs a half i mean i truely did love him. but there is a time to be sad and a time to be strong. you need to be strong when you see him. you cant ket him no that you are in pain and let me tell you that is hard. but fill your time for example i am now writing alot anything to keep from thinking about him trust me you will feel so much better if you dont have to think about him next put everything be ever gave into a box and put it in a place that you wont even think to look. once that is done use this time to rediscover who you were before he came along. and i would start with i will put more up later
Moving on

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So what
So what
So what
So what

i found one to show me that they are not the same ican find another RULE ONE

hey everyone it is 11:30 right now i just can not sleep i have been having a really hard week but can you blame me i just want to let everyone know that step one in getting over a brake

RULE 1
KEEP YOURSELF BUSY

that is the number one thing you have to getting into things that you like to so for me that is reading and writing and i have been doing that alot latly

i will be back with rule to soon

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School this is my first post since i have been single it has not been fun me and aaron broke up and it is one of the most hard things i have ever had to go through so if anyone is going throught a brake up i am so sorry but i will be makimg lists on how i am getting thought it so please check ba k gor mofe
i had one that showed me they where not all the same so why did he leave and will i find another

BRACES OFF

i get my braces off today i cant wait it is 2:37 in the am and i can sleep so i am writing this is still have yet to get my classes for school but whatever

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Hey guys sorry i have not posted in a while but guess what today is the first day of school and well here it goes where you see me right now i am in my living room also known as where i get to watch educational tv yeah right no i have to be at school in a half an hour bye
He is my only one

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He is my only one

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Hey whats up long time no read soory it has bren a while sin e i have up dated this vug i just want to let you no that i found two really kool new websites they are called fanfiction.net and fictipbpress.net check them put they are really kul you can put up new stories on both i really liket to read twilight fanfiction it is really kull
Aaron & ashten 4-11-08 I love you.

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Never be able to keep down a job i will spenc my life in the loony bin oh god help me please that can not be what is ment to happen i muat be desten for something big than this so please help me god tell why you do this to me lea e me here all alone to figure all thia out on my own i thought i was your cbild abd you my father that you shall not lwt anything bad come to me have i betray thy name that he shall abonded me have now in m greatest time of need. no he is here. i hear the angle sing with praise he has not abonded me he has been here nard at work to try and make thing easier
Aaron & ashten 4-11-08 I love you.

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well hey bere i am again in the bathroom if i dp say so myself i am getting better about this one class i was able to stay in it for almost a whole
period but lose to the end i had to laevei hate freaking out i swaer to girls were talking about me as i left thw room people really need to shut up i am living with a mental disorder here cut me sum slack sometines i think what is the whole point like i am never going to get better i feel like i get better then i just get worse again momma say that just keep telling urselthat u r going to vwt better and that eveeythong is going to be ok i really want to believe that i really do but i feel as though i am just a lost hope never to vet better that is somthini could never tell aaron he would just like freqck put on me tellinb me not to think that way u will gwt better he tells me but i feae i am not ever boing to gain conteol over me tat it will just eun my life for me that if it does control me i will ne
Aaron & ashten 4-11-08 I love you.

at school

so my schedual is getting changed thank god. so i am not going to be in my early childhood class. yea so that is good. i cant not write for long but you canbet that i will have more later

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Aaron & ashten 4-11-08 I love you.

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Aaron & ashten 4-11-08 I love you.

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Aaron & ashten 4-11-08 I love you.

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Aaron & ashten 4-11-08 I love you.

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Aaron & ashten 4-11-08 I love you.

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Hey whats up its ashten and it has a been a really hard week i hate having bipolar disorder i just want to b a really normal teenager but no i get to be a very sick teenager i sux i am on the is verg of failing the 11th grade because i have missed so many day of school but i cant help it i am sick i think why me you no what i mean I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL
Aaron & ashten 4-11-08 I love you.

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hey all sorry it has been a while there really is noting new going on the but i thought i would touch base with you guys i am at school is nothing really good goung on here u will have more later vye
He is my everything

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Wit him to night so you can see that i just want it to night be just me and him yo night i will have more latwr
He is my everything

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Well i hate my life i just got an iss becuase my mom had not called me in and i really hate the mother fucking dumbass asshole princple be is a good bitch and guess what there is noting they can do abput me putting sht up on my blog they can kiss my ass i really hate my school i me a good like i really hate it i ca t wait till i get to do on line school kids from tbis shity school i dont have to deal with the kids from here they really make m
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oh my..big change and i love it

well what do you think it is a big change i have had my hair like this for two days the rents hate it and so does aaron all of my friends like it i love it i think it is banging aaron wants to shave my head he said it looked like some peed and pooed on my head i dont think it does

mom might not be saying a word but i no what she is thinking what in the world was that girl thinking

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In class bein really bored i like this class byt thw sub sux monkey but so i had a meet and i a be going to online school i a. cant wait it is going to be really really fun
He is my everything

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He is my everything

I Need Help

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It is a very rainy day out site i am trying to make the best out of it i am on my walk to my job site walkin of course i dont like the rain my mom had to give the umberella so that way my hair did not get wet but nothing can bring my down to day it is my 10 month annaversy with aaron i love that kid so much he knows it to but i dont what to do for him for v-day i think we are going to see a movie i want t be with him right now but i will see him soon enough he is my whole world today is going to be a good day i can just tell u get to see aarons new puppy i dont think he has a name yet buy this dog is just so cute man i dony feel good oh well i must be going

He is my everything

A Lot Of Things Have Been Going On

Hey guys srry it has been a while but what is really kul I can now up load blogs from my I pod I love it but there is a lot going on well me boyfriend is at his dads house this weekend and I really want to see him my sister is out and I am at home wow I really need to get me some friends school sucks monkey butt I am not doing really good I just got done with a lot of episode n well that really sux I did not make up any of my finals we got these new kids in my math class I have only take to one of them m he seemed kul see what I like to do is rate guys against my boyfriend no one has ever near him and no one ever will I have a scale of a one to ten and well my boy is a 100 I was talking to my friend jess and I was telling her about the new kid and gave him about a 5 like I said no one can beat my boo boy do I miss him well I will have more for you tommor bye

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He is my everything

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Midterms are today and well i am in the bathroom i did not feel good when i woke up this morning momma thought i should have stayed home and i should no i am going to reget sayin this but she was right i should have stayed home there is a lesaon to be learned listen to ur mother she is always right i think that is the bad part about the whole thing is i thought i was ok i mean i am i dont feel as though i w.am going to be sick but what about tomorrow i mean my stomach hurts and i have take a big shit lol jk but the class is almost over so i am going to the store after i see my baby
He is my everything

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Deirdre is sick
He is my everything

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me and deirdre today she is sick we r trying to make her day just alittle bit better she has been scearming that i have been sittin on her feet but she sould just move her feet
He is my everything

some days are good some days are bad

today was ok but then there are days when i think i should not be here anymore like i need to move or go some place i just dont know anymore i mean i am going to online school next year but my aaron i dont think is to happy about that i mean the drama for him will end see i bring alot of drama and he does not need that but any way i am going to turn in

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He is my everything

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He is my everything

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today is all about memories

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Hey it is the end of the day n i am in sience well i am suppose to b i am skippin i do that some times on days i just dont want to b i just dont want to b in there my boyfriend is coming over my house yeh there has been alot that has gone on to day with dumb guys sayin shit teachers on my ass about my grades i can take anymore of this i cant wait i get to b homeschooled well i have more when i get home bye
He is my everything

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Well i am off to school
He is my everything

hey everyone as you can see i am posting alot of pictures well see i am taking these pictures during my dday when i am with my firends with my boyfriend and with my family these pictures are to show what i do whem i am not home on the computer as of right now i am not in school but i will be soon n i hate my school so much that is why i am doing online school next year so i had a relly great weekend i just got a new phone and a new laptop i love them n my boyfriend is coming over to day then tomorrow i am haning out with my friend kaliey see this is a online diary of an american teenager i will take things from my journal and put them up here so everyone can see that not teenagers are the same see i think that adults think teenages like to do the same like smoke or do drugs but the reality of it is that not all of us like to go out and party i no that i dont go out n party i am not saying that partying is a bad thing it is just not for me i will be puting lots of pictures up because they also ork as my myspace pictures but i love to blog because it gives others a chance to c what others have to say and what is on their mind i use this a journal because i no hat i am going through other teens are going through and u i just want to help one of my main goals is to help any teen out with being biopolar c i no people who have it and i can tell that they have a hard time with it c i am bipolar and i no all i want is a person my age to talk to so if any teens this and they are bipolar then please send me a message because i would love to compare notes with some who has it that is my age but i mean other than that i am just a normal kid that has bipolar disoder that does not mean i am crazy not many people no hat it is and i am here to try to educate anyone that is ill to listen to me but i love to blog so here is a day in my life i hope you all enjoy n if you ant to know more just send me a comment i love to me new poeple


signed ash-a-bash

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dermot playin a computer game
He is my everything

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Me n my bro just havin some fun together
He is my everything

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Hey guys this is me n my sister we luv to take pictures n have so much fun together she is 5 almost 6
He is my everything

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He is my everything

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He is my everything

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Hey guys ashten here just got alittle bored n thought i would up load some new pictures n here they are
He is my everything

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Hey guys this is me
He is my everything

HEY

hey my name is ashten what this page is about is well what is going on with me i am a 17 year old girl with an AH-MAZING boyfriend and great friends n i am trying to help my sister for fill her dearm of becoming a famous singer so hey if you and to check out visit our youtube page
youtube.com/fiannanlexi